i said that i move on but i didn’t, i pretend that im strong and don’t care about you anymore but i still catch myself looking for you in the crowd at school. maybe if it wasnt her i can move on. now that i see her getting treated the way i want to treated by u hurt me the most. i respect your choice and decision. i guess you never move on from her. i just want you to know that honestly im not fine, i still cry myself to sleep and don’t eat for the whole day. i dont want to gaf but the world keep on telling me about you. people still update me about you. i dont want to know because it hurt me so deep but at the same time im happy with your choice, maybe before this i am the problem for giving such attitude that you’re probably tired. sorry for being too clingy because I’m actually comfortable with you, that 4 months is literally the happiest time of my life. now that it almost 1 month since no contact i still love you. all the things that we did is not casual to me, she may be your first but im so happy that my first is you even it is just a situationship or friends but like i said i dont want to be friends with someone i like. i love you. as long as you’re happy then me too.